I know that I said a while back that I was having problems with my sinuses which I have had an infection since June. I saw Allergy and they gave me a strong antibiotic for 10 days...and I still continue to have disgusting stuff that comes out. I photograph it just so I can show them. To make it worse...there are times because of the drainage with the congestion I feel like I can't breathe. Obviously I am a nurse and I know that I am breathing; however, I feel like my airway is restricted and I have been having panic attacks. I have never had them before so this is freaking me out. Then to make a long story short....they are carrying over to other parts of my life because the more that I try to control them the worse they get. There are times that my socks, bra or other clothing bother me and I have to get out of them or change them because I feel claustrophobic or lumps/bumps are problems. Then I get mad at myself. I stopped wearing necklaces that feel restrictive on my neck. I have talked to my doctor and she offered to prescribe me something to relax me, but I am too stubborn to give in. I now have an appointment to see ENT in mid December. I saw my homeopathic healer who has made a remedy for me in the past and it's been over a year since I took any and he asked if I was ever in a restrictive environment....well that was my entire first marriage. Then we have come to realize that I might be suffering from symptoms of being the same feelings I had when my exhusband physically restrained me or used to pin me down. WOW! Didn't think that my sinus infection would bring up that snot!!! lol So my heart goes out to everyone who suffers with anxiety and panic attacks. I am hoping that I can get this sinus stuff handled and that this will all stop, but I have a different understanding.
Now.....for my card today....I used a wonderful image from
Mo Manning that looks similar to my daughter's dog and this is who the card is for....Gus. The sentiment is from
TLC, Create.
Patterned Paper: Paper Studio
Cardstock: Core-dinations; Bazzil; Recollections
Stamp: Mo Manning - Lhasa Apso with Santa Hat (see above for direct link)
Sentiment: TLC, Create - Have you been good or bad
Staples: Stash
Pom: Recollections
Challenges
CHNC - Ch. 413 Anything Christmas with optional create your own background
CIC - Ch. 459 The Holidays